When I am in the midst of my greatest bouts of Creativity, I get very caught up in the "flow" -- but then when I 'come out of it', then I get the feeling that no one will understand anything I have done for at least a hundred years. O_O People have often compared me to Vincent Van Gogh -- not that I am an artist, but rather that I have apparently profound ideas that either totally blow them away or that are so abnormal that they cannot even begin to grasp them.

I can say one thing: It's not fun to be not understood. O_O

I wonder how I could be come less 'phenomenal' in that regard, without at the same time boring myself to death (?)