I have been talking to this guy for more than an year now. We have been Skyping and stuff and pretty much talk every night until 6am. He is from back home which is France and I live in Germany and I haven't been home for all that time so I haven't seen him. He is not a creeper in any way and I don't really do the whole on-line dating or whatever thing. All this time I have had 2 boyfriends and stuff and he has had girlfriends. We started as friends, but you know how it goes. I had no idea he liked me like that because I am always so bitchy to him. :D He has gotten drunk quite a few times and texts me such cute awkward things and being all sweet even though he appears to be a cocky player most of the time. I really,really,really like him. I know its stupid and stuff. I don't believe in the whole love thing but it cant be love right? And there is no point of doing anything. I am afraid that if I meet him and be with him then when go back to Germany I will be so hurt because I am really, really into him. I don't want to admit it, but every time I am with someone else I am thinking of him and its so annoying damn it. He is a player, yeah I know that. I mean we actually used to spend time talking about the girls *slutscoughcough* he sleeps with and laugh about them. He likes me and he is kinda freaked out as well. I am always joking and acting like I can't stand him but you know how girls are.