It sounds like Im lazy and looking only for easy people to get along with, but on the other hand on one point it became my the only taste, now I really dislike any people which is equal to my age/abilities/development level. I feel spiritually closer to those whom I can control even though I don't want to control anybody.

The question is if I'm still alone should I reconsider my views. According to rational thinking I'm someone who's always thought that I should be the one who's having smartest people around me since I'm never accepted mediocre things.

You'll say that all those things depends individually on who I'm gonna meet, but on this moment I just forming my mindset and don't think that will choose anybody in near 5 years.

So what mindset should I have?